What a Wonderful Life...till it knocks you down.

I cant exactly say this week has brought amazing things my way, Firstly The person who i really dislike now who has also ruined my life and my family has reported me about something i just wouldn't do and it's honestly really childish. I know she won't read this because nobody knows about it. That's why i love posting on here because to me its private.
Sometimes I feel like just getting down on my knees and bashing my head against the floor and breaking down completely. Now I'm being dragged into something that on Sims would be over in two minutes. But life isn't like that is it? It's not a SImulator where feelings just get controlled by someone else. No, we have free will and we dont whine when a sofa is too close to a wall to be able to pass it. We're smarter and we do more things than they do, why cant we just erase certain things or people. Sometimes it would be so much better off. This past year i've seen just how nasty and how fragile life can be, one mistake and everything can be taken away.
Life isn't easy, and living each day is an achievement... I'm sure there's a business man who had a bad day at work and wishes to kill himself, he has a wife and a couple of kids..he never pays attention to his dearly beloved any more. she just cooks him dinner and clean his laundry, maybe a kiss goodnight before they fall asleep not showing their love to each other. His kids prisoners to their social life or school studies who no longer play football with him or talk to him like he's a person any more.. it shows just how life can once seem great then become a routine that causes us to drift apart no matter what the distance in reality..
Life is cruel, and I'm only Seventeen and i know what it's like. There are more parts of my life that will bring tears, a broken heart..will it be great? or will it be like that business man, hanging himself with a tie that his mother bought him for his fortieth birthday?
Who knows. our life is in our hands, and i know for a fact i don't want to continue this life filled with regret or routines...i want to make it worth while. Even if it's knocked me down a thousand times, it seems i always have faith. Because if i didn't i would of tightened that knot long ago.