There's no point in sleeping..at least that's what I think right now. It's almost like Re-Charging a robot or batteries.. We cant be constantly awake.
Right now Creativity has hit me, I dont want to fall asleep in the land of nod, no. I want to invent something from the back of my mind, i want to make something that i can look at over and over again and actually feel proud to of been the master behind such a thing. It doesnt matter what it is, be it writing, photography, painting. I just want to do something that isnt life wasting.
There's no way i can sleep knowing that i could be spending the time dead to the world making something with my hands. Just like this blog.
It will also keep my mind at peace. If i cant sleep all night then so fucking be it. if i want to wait till six am just to be able to text someone important to me, then fuck it! I'm gonna spend my night doing something awesome. Or at least try to.
No I'm not being big headed or anything I'm just feeling...like making something inspiring, or writing something that's worth reading over a thousand times..
First of all i had to start with this blog, because I just have to have a beginning to my midnight adventures, I'm tired already but i refuse to surrender to the sleep that will eventually last forever. Right now I wanna live.
And so that is what I'm going to do. Even though i want to cry for reasons that i cant explain properly, longing..aching. along those lines, im gonna distract myself with the Creative arts. The Spark that's been missing for months and months.
Bring it on Night, because I'm gonna be here till morning.
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