Growing up truly is one of the hardest things to do.
All of my friends that i've gone through school with are no longer sitting with me day by day and telling me about their weekends or holidays. Oh no, they're discussing Collage topics or University Choices.
They're all growing up. Whilst i sit here in Neverland feeling 5 years old watching my friends walk out on me.
I don't have the strength to take the steps that everyone else is doing, im too attached to how things are right now. Every day it gets worse and the smaller i become. People keep pushing ideas through both my ears but my heart never listens. Maybe i should but right now i just cant do it.
i don't want to go to collage or get a job but everyone has to have a shitty job that kills them in someway. i just don't want this, life is awful and people should probably appreciate that they've been given life. but right now i resent it so much.
i now know that one day im gonna be alone, i'll have no money, no friends, no house. i'll be nothing. There is no way that i will push myself to have a good life. I just know it.
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